1 00:00:02,623 --> 00:00:04,073 Dermatomyositis. 2 00:00:04,211 --> 00:00:06,178 Is that as scary as it sounds? 3 00:00:06,316 --> 00:00:07,800 It's an autoimmune disease. 4 00:00:07,938 --> 00:00:10,665 It causes this rash on my hands, 5 00:00:10,803 --> 00:00:12,598 and it attacks muscles 6 00:00:12,736 --> 00:00:14,635 so I'll get tired more easily. 7 00:00:14,773 --> 00:00:17,362 Now, we want to be upfront with you two. 8 00:00:17,500 --> 00:00:18,639 This can get serious. 9 00:00:18,777 --> 00:00:20,572 But we're not gonna let it. 10 00:00:20,710 --> 00:00:21,780 No, we're not. 11 00:00:21,918 --> 00:00:23,264 So, there's a cure? 12 00:00:23,402 --> 00:00:24,576 No, 13 00:00:24,714 --> 00:00:26,302 but there's treatments, 14 00:00:26,440 --> 00:00:28,430 and I've already started medications. 15 00:00:28,511 --> 00:00:29,891 Now, that's the easy part. 16 00:00:30,030 --> 00:00:32,584 For the rest, we're gonna need some help. 17 00:00:32,722 --> 00:00:34,379 Okay? 18 00:00:34,517 --> 00:00:35,828 We're in. 19 00:00:35,966 --> 00:00:38,038 Tell us what you need. 20 00:00:40,178 --> 00:00:43,422 Well, first, there's diet. 21 00:00:43,560 --> 00:00:46,770 No artificial colors, no high-fructose corn syrup, 22 00:00:46,908 --> 00:00:48,772 - no gluten. - No fun. 23 00:00:48,910 --> 00:00:50,740 Avocados are fun. Leafy greens 24 00:00:50,878 --> 00:00:53,605 are fun. We got cashew butter, SunButter, 25 00:00:53,743 --> 00:00:56,228 and your Omega-3s are gonna be off the chart. 26 00:00:56,366 --> 00:00:58,127 Salmon, cod, herring. 27 00:00:58,128 --> 00:01:00,266 Can't you just make me, like, a pumpkin loaf? 28 00:01:00,267 --> 00:01:01,440 Also, exercise is key. 29 00:01:01,578 --> 00:01:02,628 With muscle tone, 30 00:01:02,752 --> 00:01:04,443 you use it or you lose it. 31 00:01:04,444 --> 00:01:06,548 We're gonna maintain your flexibility, 32 00:01:06,549 --> 00:01:07,929 range of motion and balance. 33 00:01:07,930 --> 00:01:10,690 So, you're turning Buck's backyard into a yoga studio? 34 00:01:10,691 --> 00:01:12,382 Not yoga. 35 00:01:12,520 --> 00:01:13,570 Samba. 36 00:01:13,590 --> 00:01:14,798 Samba? 37 00:01:14,936 --> 00:01:17,491 Some patients have a hard time swallowing 38 00:01:17,629 --> 00:01:18,802 and get vocal problems. 39 00:01:19,798 --> 00:01:23,323 - What the hell is that? - It's called 40 00:01:23,324 --> 00:01:25,361 a trill. And I know that it sounds weird, 41 00:01:25,362 --> 00:01:27,086 but it helped me when I lost my voice. 42 00:01:27,087 --> 00:01:28,191 Trilling fixed it? 43 00:01:28,329 --> 00:01:29,379 It didn't hurt. 44 00:01:29,468 --> 00:01:30,814 Dexterity is huge. 45 00:01:30,952 --> 00:01:32,152 Flare-ups make my hands 46 00:01:32,264 --> 00:01:34,956 weak, so I've got to stay nimble. 47 00:01:35,095 --> 00:01:36,958 One, two, three, four... 48 00:01:37,097 --> 00:01:39,616 I declare thumb war. 49 00:01:39,754 --> 00:01:40,904 - Gotcha. - Aw, come on! 50 00:01:40,905 --> 00:01:45,276 We're gonna throw the kitchen sink at this thing. 51 00:01:45,277 --> 00:01:47,762 There's no such thing as a bad idea. 52 00:01:48,188 --> 00:01:51,351 And you got this idea from TikTok? 53 00:01:51,352 --> 00:01:54,113 Apparently, it works wonders for lymphatic drainage. 54 00:01:54,114 --> 00:01:55,322 You first. 55 00:01:55,460 --> 00:01:57,496 This isn't just my fight. 56 00:01:57,634 --> 00:01:59,498 It's the whole family's fight. 57 00:01:59,636 --> 00:02:01,500 - This one right here. - Okay. 58 00:02:01,638 --> 00:02:04,331 Nobody said you couldn't have fun. 59 00:02:04,469 --> 00:02:06,540 You know how this game ends, right? 60 00:02:06,678 --> 00:02:09,198 Back, forward, back. 61 00:02:09,336 --> 00:02:11,372 - ? Carry on, lean on me...? - Ha ha. 62 00:02:11,510 --> 00:02:13,581 Dare I ask what's in it? 63 00:02:13,719 --> 00:02:15,169 Mostly sardines. 64 00:02:15,307 --> 00:02:18,862 ? Till I'm gonna need somebody to lean on? 65 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:21,313 Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. 66 00:02:21,451 --> 00:02:23,004 - Back... - One, two, 67 00:02:23,005 --> 00:02:24,626 - three. - Now you're counting? 68 00:02:24,627 --> 00:02:25,661 Slow. 69 00:02:25,662 --> 00:02:27,319 and steady. 70 00:02:27,457 --> 00:02:29,183 Steady is the hard part. 71 00:02:29,321 --> 00:02:31,323 You got it, Hen. 72 00:02:34,154 --> 00:02:35,204 Like a horse. 73 00:02:35,293 --> 00:02:37,571 Mm-mm. 74 00:02:37,709 --> 00:02:39,642 One, two, three. 75 00:02:39,643 --> 00:02:40,711 - Oh! - Whoa! Oh! 76 00:02:40,712 --> 00:02:42,748 Wait till you try this. 77 00:02:42,886 --> 00:02:44,233 ? Lean on me? 78 00:02:44,371 --> 00:02:45,691 ? Just call on me, brother...? 79 00:02:45,717 --> 00:02:47,063 Ready to fly? 80 00:02:47,201 --> 00:02:48,720 Like Superman. 81 00:02:48,858 --> 00:02:50,515 ? Super Hen!? 82 00:02:50,516 --> 00:02:51,998 The bunny goes over the log, 83 00:02:51,999 --> 00:02:53,414 through the hutch. 84 00:02:53,552 --> 00:02:55,589 Come on, you damn rabbit. 85 00:02:58,937 --> 00:03:01,353 ? We all need somebody? 86 00:03:01,491 --> 00:03:02,941 ? To lean on? 87 00:03:03,079 --> 00:03:04,563 Ooh! Hey! 88 00:03:04,701 --> 00:03:06,358 ? Lean on me? 89 00:03:06,496 --> 00:03:08,118 ? When you're not strong? 90 00:03:08,257 --> 00:03:10,017 - Done. - How are those lymphs? 91 00:03:10,155 --> 00:03:12,192 Uh, I think it's working. 92 00:03:13,400 --> 00:03:16,506 ? Carry on, lean on me...? 93 00:03:16,644 --> 00:03:18,025 Oh! 94 00:03:18,163 --> 00:03:19,958 How do you like me now? 95 00:03:20,096 --> 00:03:21,649 However long it takes, 96 00:03:21,787 --> 00:03:24,238 we're gonna kick this thing's butt. 97 00:03:24,376 --> 00:03:26,206 You got this, Mama. 98 00:03:27,241 --> 00:03:28,898 We've got this. 99 00:03:29,036 --> 00:03:30,727 ? If there is a load? 100 00:03:30,865 --> 00:03:32,729 ? You have to bear? 101 00:03:32,867 --> 00:03:35,387 ? That you can't car-? 102 00:03:43,153 --> 00:03:45,017 You hungry, baby? 103 00:03:45,984 --> 00:03:47,537 Not really. 104 00:03:49,008 --> 00:03:51,057 You need any help? 105 00:03:51,058 --> 00:03:52,108 No. 106 00:03:53,094 --> 00:03:54,475 I got it. 107 00:03:57,478 --> 00:03:58,721 I got it. 108 00:04:29,648 --> 00:04:31,148 Hey, what the hell's going on? 109 00:04:31,236 --> 00:04:33,514 Come on. 110 00:04:33,652 --> 00:04:35,171 What's the deal? Let's go! 111 00:04:35,309 --> 00:04:36,552 What is this guy doing? 112 00:04:36,690 --> 00:04:39,658 Ordering Cluck Cluck combos for a small village? 113 00:04:39,796 --> 00:04:41,142 Let's move it! 114 00:04:41,281 --> 00:04:42,331 Yeah, I got it. I got it. 115 00:04:42,454 --> 00:04:43,844 Tell that jackass to move! 116 00:04:48,115 --> 00:04:49,806 Is there a problem here? 117 00:04:49,944 --> 00:04:52,464 Oh, that's why you haven't ordered yet. 118 00:04:52,602 --> 00:04:54,190 Texter! 119 00:04:54,191 --> 00:04:55,363 We've got a texter! 120 00:04:55,364 --> 00:04:57,193 No one's asked for my order yet. 121 00:04:58,953 --> 00:05:00,127 Hello! 122 00:05:00,990 --> 00:05:02,232 Hello? 123 00:05:03,199 --> 00:05:05,166 Is nobody working today? 124 00:05:08,894 --> 00:05:10,310 Where is everybody? 125 00:05:11,311 --> 00:05:12,622 Hell... 126 00:05:12,760 --> 00:05:14,106 Hello? 127 00:05:15,970 --> 00:05:17,020 Oh. 128 00:05:17,144 --> 00:05:18,318 Oh... 129 00:05:20,285 --> 00:05:21,666 My God. 130 00:05:38,966 --> 00:05:43,307 Dispatch, this is Captain 118. We're gonna need 131 00:05:43,308 --> 00:05:44,378 backup RA units. 132 00:05:44,516 --> 00:05:46,311 Copy, 118. En route. 133 00:05:46,449 --> 00:05:48,175 I'm counting eight... 134 00:05:49,176 --> 00:05:51,834 ...no, 12 people. 135 00:05:51,835 --> 00:05:53,041 Buck, get me readings on oxygen, 136 00:05:53,042 --> 00:05:55,008 carbon monoxide, smoke, everything, 137 00:05:55,009 --> 00:05:56,770 even spilt cleaning products. 138 00:05:56,771 --> 00:05:58,771 And roll everyone on their side. No fingers in mouths 139 00:05:58,772 --> 00:06:00,428 unless you're looking to lose them. 140 00:06:00,429 --> 00:06:02,659 Dispatch, what's our ETA on those RA units? 141 00:06:02,660 --> 00:06:04,604 We really could use some extra hands here. 142 00:06:04,605 --> 00:06:07,574 I have two additional units six minutes out. 143 00:06:07,575 --> 00:06:08,712 No sign of any leaks. 144 00:06:08,713 --> 00:06:09,793 Building's all clear. 145 00:06:09,852 --> 00:06:11,543 So what the hell is this? 146 00:06:13,890 --> 00:06:15,029 Captain 118? 147 00:06:15,167 --> 00:06:16,410 Go for 118. 148 00:06:16,411 --> 00:06:18,722 It looks like there was an earlier call from your location. 149 00:06:18,723 --> 00:06:20,794 911, what's your emergency? 150 00:06:20,795 --> 00:06:22,933 Hi, I'm the manager over at Cluck n Pluck five. 151 00:06:22,934 --> 00:06:24,936 Someone just collapsed. 152 00:06:24,937 --> 00:06:26,385 I think they're having a se- 153 00:06:26,386 --> 00:06:27,628 - se- 154 00:06:27,629 --> 00:06:29,215 Call dropped right after that. 155 00:06:29,216 --> 00:06:30,286 Copy that, dispatch. 156 00:06:30,424 --> 00:06:32,322 So, one person had 157 00:06:32,461 --> 00:06:33,600 a seizure, the others 158 00:06:33,601 --> 00:06:34,979 were just witnesses at first. 159 00:06:34,980 --> 00:06:36,118 You thinking what I'm thinking? 160 00:06:36,119 --> 00:06:37,327 Uh, not really. 161 00:06:37,466 --> 00:06:39,951 Psychogenic non-epileptic seizures? 162 00:06:39,952 --> 00:06:41,261 They're pseudo seizures 163 00:06:41,262 --> 00:06:42,780 brought on by a traumatic event, 164 00:06:42,781 --> 00:06:44,057 like seeing someone have a seizure. 165 00:06:44,058 --> 00:06:45,232 One person goes down... 166 00:06:45,370 --> 00:06:47,303 - Rest follow. - Okay, 167 00:06:47,304 --> 00:06:48,959 so if only one of them is experiencing it 168 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:50,479 for real, what about the rest? 169 00:06:50,617 --> 00:06:51,817 They just think they are. 170 00:06:51,818 --> 00:06:53,101 This has been going on for at least 171 00:06:53,102 --> 00:06:54,102 six minutes, which means 172 00:06:54,103 --> 00:06:55,243 we need to find the real 173 00:06:55,244 --> 00:06:56,622 seizure victim before it's too late. 174 00:06:56,623 --> 00:06:58,245 They all look the same to me. 175 00:06:59,280 --> 00:07:01,570 But they all won't look the same with the FLIR. 176 00:07:07,150 --> 00:07:08,669 Okay, this has been going on 177 00:07:08,670 --> 00:07:10,463 for more than six minutes, which means 178 00:07:10,464 --> 00:07:11,671 their muscle starts burning through 179 00:07:11,672 --> 00:07:13,362 their energy before they break down. 180 00:07:13,363 --> 00:07:16,089 The brain's thermoregulation center goes completely haywire. 181 00:07:16,090 --> 00:07:18,265 Whoever is having the real seizure, 182 00:07:18,403 --> 00:07:20,405 with this much physical activity- 183 00:07:20,543 --> 00:07:21,751 clear- 184 00:07:21,752 --> 00:07:23,614 their body temperature should've risen 185 00:07:23,615 --> 00:07:25,409 drastically compared to the other people. 186 00:07:25,410 --> 00:07:27,584 So they'll show up much hotter than everyone else. 187 00:07:27,585 --> 00:07:29,515 Exactly. All right, this side is clear. 188 00:07:29,587 --> 00:07:31,105 Where are you? 189 00:07:32,624 --> 00:07:33,832 Clear. 190 00:07:35,524 --> 00:07:36,939 She's clear. 191 00:07:39,182 --> 00:07:41,184 Okay, got him. Buck, check his wallet 192 00:07:41,322 --> 00:07:44,049 for medical history, maybe a bracelet or a dog tag. 193 00:07:44,187 --> 00:07:45,465 Rapid pulse. 194 00:07:45,466 --> 00:07:48,777 - He's tachycardic. - Yeah, and epileptic. 195 00:07:48,778 --> 00:07:49,848 Mystery solved. 196 00:07:49,986 --> 00:07:51,556 - Starting an IV. - Let's assess 197 00:07:51,557 --> 00:07:53,195 the rest of our friends. Start with arm tests 198 00:07:53,196 --> 00:07:54,473 to confirm it's psychogenic. 199 00:07:54,474 --> 00:07:55,647 Pushing four 200 00:07:55,785 --> 00:07:57,045 milligrams of lorazepam. 201 00:07:57,131 --> 00:07:59,686 Come on, buddy. There we go. 202 00:07:59,824 --> 00:08:01,084 All right. BP stabilizing. 203 00:08:01,826 --> 00:08:03,137 Nice and easy. 204 00:08:03,275 --> 00:08:05,139 Hey, hey. 205 00:08:06,140 --> 00:08:07,314 Hey. 206 00:08:07,452 --> 00:08:08,557 Welcome back, sir. 207 00:08:08,695 --> 00:08:10,731 Buck, how's our test going? 208 00:08:10,732 --> 00:08:12,870 Everyone is passing with flying colors. 209 00:08:12,871 --> 00:08:14,148 Or, I guess, failing. 210 00:08:14,286 --> 00:08:15,529 All right, everybody, 211 00:08:15,530 --> 00:08:17,944 let's try some box breathing exercises with them, 212 00:08:17,945 --> 00:08:19,050 see if that helps. 213 00:08:19,051 --> 00:08:21,292 If not, maybe get them out of each other's 214 00:08:21,293 --> 00:08:22,398 lines of sight. 215 00:08:30,889 --> 00:08:33,443 Well, you don't see that every day, huh? 216 00:08:33,582 --> 00:08:35,100 No, you do not. 217 00:08:36,412 --> 00:08:37,931 Hey, you doing okay, Cap? 218 00:08:39,208 --> 00:08:40,899 Hen would've loved this. 219 00:08:44,075 --> 00:08:45,594 Yeah. 220 00:08:45,732 --> 00:08:47,699 Knees up, Grant. 221 00:08:47,837 --> 00:08:48,887 Eyes up, Norris. 222 00:08:49,011 --> 00:08:50,061 Nepo baby. 223 00:08:50,081 --> 00:08:51,392 Showboat. 224 00:08:52,428 --> 00:08:53,478 Recruits, 225 00:08:53,479 --> 00:08:55,085 you've made it to week twelve, 226 00:08:55,086 --> 00:08:56,286 your Three-Phase Drill. 227 00:08:56,363 --> 00:08:57,951 Phase One: Forced Entry. 228 00:08:58,089 --> 00:08:59,608 Gonna go for the class record? 229 00:08:59,746 --> 00:09:01,610 - Wouldn't hate that. - I would. 230 00:09:01,611 --> 00:09:03,024 Save some for the rest of us. 231 00:09:03,025 --> 00:09:04,647 ? Leaving the station...? 232 00:09:04,648 --> 00:09:07,097 Phase Two: Advance an inch-and-a-half hose line 233 00:09:07,098 --> 00:09:08,409 into the structure. 234 00:09:08,548 --> 00:09:10,135 ? Coast to coast...? 235 00:09:10,136 --> 00:09:11,929 You will notice there's no vertical ventilation, 236 00:09:11,930 --> 00:09:13,275 which brings us to Phase Three. 237 00:09:13,276 --> 00:09:15,624 ? Never been seen before...? 238 00:09:15,625 --> 00:09:17,694 You will climb the aerial and breach the fifth-floor window. 239 00:09:17,695 --> 00:09:18,868 ? Wherever we go? 240 00:09:19,904 --> 00:09:21,043 ? Wherever we go? 241 00:09:21,181 --> 00:09:22,596 You got it, Grant! 242 00:09:22,734 --> 00:09:24,702 ? Wherever we go? 243 00:09:24,826 --> 00:09:26,841 There you go. 244 00:09:26,842 --> 00:09:28,119 ? The long, long road? 245 00:09:28,120 --> 00:09:29,222 Yeah, take that window! 246 00:09:29,223 --> 00:09:31,053 ? Gonna start the show? 247 00:09:31,191 --> 00:09:32,399 ? Wherever we go.? 248 00:09:32,537 --> 00:09:33,607 Grant! 249 00:09:37,542 --> 00:09:38,819 Oh. Oh... 250 00:09:39,924 --> 00:09:41,270 Excuse me. 251 00:09:41,271 --> 00:09:42,581 Uh, Harry Grant. Do you know 252 00:09:42,582 --> 00:09:43,789 - which room he's in? - Mom. 253 00:09:43,790 --> 00:09:45,964 - Mm? Mm. - Mom, why is he here? 254 00:09:48,367 --> 00:09:50,416 Uh... 255 00:09:50,417 --> 00:09:52,419 He's okay. Harry's okay. 256 00:09:52,420 --> 00:09:53,971 He was drilling on the tower, 257 00:09:53,972 --> 00:09:55,629 took a spill off the aerial. 258 00:09:55,630 --> 00:09:57,319 - The aerial ladder? - Luckily, a mezzanine 259 00:09:57,320 --> 00:09:58,735 caught him before the ground did. 260 00:09:58,736 --> 00:09:59,839 Could have been a lot worse. 261 00:09:59,840 --> 00:10:01,773 Oh, my God. Oh. 262 00:10:01,911 --> 00:10:03,292 Oh, my God. 263 00:10:03,430 --> 00:10:04,604 - Harry. - Mom. 264 00:10:04,742 --> 00:10:06,467 Mom, I'm fine. 265 00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:07,779 The wheelchair 266 00:10:07,780 --> 00:10:09,711 is protocol. They're discharging me. 267 00:10:09,712 --> 00:10:10,850 He has a mild concussion. 268 00:10:10,851 --> 00:10:12,300 Doctors ruled out anything serious. 269 00:10:12,301 --> 00:10:13,958 I just got my bell rung. That's it. 270 00:10:14,096 --> 00:10:16,132 That's the TBI talking. 271 00:10:16,270 --> 00:10:18,203 Thank you for coming down. 272 00:10:18,341 --> 00:10:19,851 - Of course. - I'm sorry, Chief. 273 00:10:19,929 --> 00:10:22,104 I-I was rushing. It was a stupid mistake. 274 00:10:22,105 --> 00:10:24,277 Well, shake it off, son. Accidents happen. 275 00:10:24,278 --> 00:10:26,625 Hazards come with training, same as on the job. 276 00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:28,074 You know that better than any recruit. 277 00:10:28,075 --> 00:10:29,836 So... he's 278 00:10:29,837 --> 00:10:31,837 - still a recruit? - We'll place him off-duty 279 00:10:31,838 --> 00:10:34,461 IOD for 48 hours. He can rest at home. 280 00:10:34,462 --> 00:10:36,600 Then, if he has no symptoms, he'll be cleared to return. 281 00:10:36,601 --> 00:10:38,430 I'm ready now. Let's go. 282 00:10:38,431 --> 00:10:40,155 Don't worry, you won't lose your spot. 283 00:10:40,156 --> 00:10:41,951 Good news. 284 00:10:42,089 --> 00:10:43,366 Um... 285 00:10:43,504 --> 00:10:45,196 okay, let's get you home. 286 00:10:45,334 --> 00:10:47,198 Ah-ah. 287 00:10:47,336 --> 00:10:48,993 Protocol, remember? 288 00:10:49,152 --> 00:10:51,235 Okay. 289 00:10:51,236 --> 00:10:52,997 Thank you. 290 00:10:52,998 --> 00:10:54,169 Okay. 291 00:10:54,170 --> 00:10:55,482 - Thank you. - Of course. 292 00:11:04,387 --> 00:11:05,595 No screens. 293 00:11:05,734 --> 00:11:07,183 Doctor's orders. 294 00:11:07,321 --> 00:11:08,529 Mom, I-I feel fine. 295 00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:10,462 Well, let's keep it that way. 296 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:12,223 Oh, and no salami either. 297 00:11:12,224 --> 00:11:14,500 The last thing your brain needs is inflammation 298 00:11:14,501 --> 00:11:15,551 from cured meats. 299 00:11:15,640 --> 00:11:17,228 So what am I supposed to do? 300 00:11:17,366 --> 00:11:19,817 What your chief said. 301 00:11:19,955 --> 00:11:21,232 Rest. 302 00:11:21,370 --> 00:11:23,752 Mom, it's a concussion, not the flu. 303 00:11:31,863 --> 00:11:33,693 She's treating me like a child. 304 00:11:33,831 --> 00:11:35,625 You are her child. 305 00:11:35,764 --> 00:11:38,180 Yeah, but why is she so chipper about it? 306 00:11:38,318 --> 00:11:40,078 I swear, she's happy I'm injured. 307 00:11:40,216 --> 00:11:42,529 Happy? She's terrified. 308 00:11:42,667 --> 00:11:44,738 It was a bump on the head. 309 00:11:44,876 --> 00:11:46,395 This time. 310 00:11:46,533 --> 00:11:49,605 You didn't see her walking into the hospital. 311 00:11:49,743 --> 00:11:51,711 She was barely holding it together. 312 00:11:51,849 --> 00:11:53,678 Yeah, I know. 313 00:11:53,679 --> 00:11:56,300 She thinks me joining the department is dangerous. 314 00:11:56,301 --> 00:11:58,752 Harry, you just proved it's dangerous. 315 00:11:58,890 --> 00:12:00,236 Ten more inches to the left 316 00:12:00,374 --> 00:12:02,484 and she could've been at another funeral. 317 00:12:06,484 --> 00:12:07,534 Buck, 318 00:12:07,535 --> 00:12:08,796 do not make me write you up 319 00:12:08,797 --> 00:12:10,799 for reheating fish in the microwave. 320 00:12:10,937 --> 00:12:13,560 I know, I know, it's bad workplace etiquette, 321 00:12:13,698 --> 00:12:16,045 but sardine loaf is better when it's warm. 322 00:12:16,046 --> 00:12:17,390 It's even better when you leave it at home. 323 00:12:17,391 --> 00:12:19,497 Listen, it's good for brain 324 00:12:19,498 --> 00:12:21,670 and heart health, and I have tons left over 'cause... 325 00:12:21,671 --> 00:12:22,742 Hen wouldn't see me 326 00:12:22,880 --> 00:12:24,690 when I tried to stop by the other day. 327 00:12:24,691 --> 00:12:27,055 Eh, I'd blame it on the sardine loaf, 328 00:12:27,056 --> 00:12:28,616 but she wouldn't see me, either. 329 00:12:28,713 --> 00:12:30,823 Every time I try and visit, Karen tells me 330 00:12:30,824 --> 00:12:32,474 that she's either sleeping or in the shower. 331 00:12:32,475 --> 00:12:34,407 I usually get "doctor's appointment." 332 00:12:34,408 --> 00:12:36,444 Maybe she just needs some time to herself. 333 00:12:36,445 --> 00:12:40,104 No, isolation doesn't help the healing process. 334 00:12:40,242 --> 00:12:41,933 She needs people to support her. 335 00:12:41,934 --> 00:12:43,934 Maybe we're a reminder that she's not here, 336 00:12:43,935 --> 00:12:45,177 doing what she loves to do. 337 00:12:45,178 --> 00:12:47,168 Might be hard for her to see us right now. 338 00:12:47,456 --> 00:12:49,320 Okay, so what do we do? 339 00:12:49,458 --> 00:12:51,322 Keep showing up. 340 00:12:55,464 --> 00:12:56,514 Athena. 341 00:12:56,515 --> 00:12:58,259 What are you doing here? How's Harry? 342 00:12:58,260 --> 00:12:59,882 Desperate for me to be anywhere 343 00:13:00,020 --> 00:13:01,642 other than hovering over him. 344 00:13:01,781 --> 00:13:04,369 I wasn't sure what was on Hen's diet, 345 00:13:04,370 --> 00:13:06,198 but I was thinking at least you and the kids 346 00:13:06,199 --> 00:13:08,718 could have something easy to reheat and eat. 347 00:13:08,857 --> 00:13:09,907 Excuse the mess. 348 00:13:09,927 --> 00:13:12,308 Things have been a little hectic 349 00:13:12,446 --> 00:13:13,793 around here lately. 350 00:13:16,485 --> 00:13:18,038 So, how is she? 351 00:13:18,176 --> 00:13:20,706 Because she hasn't been returning any of my calls. 352 00:13:20,834 --> 00:13:23,354 Oh. She has good days and bad days. 353 00:13:23,492 --> 00:13:25,425 Which is today? 354 00:13:29,774 --> 00:13:30,879 Hen? 355 00:13:31,017 --> 00:13:32,777 You up for a visitor? 356 00:13:32,915 --> 00:13:34,537 Athena's here. 357 00:13:35,573 --> 00:13:36,988 She... 358 00:13:37,126 --> 00:13:39,059 just wants to check on you. 359 00:13:39,197 --> 00:13:42,028 It might be good for you to see a friendly face. 360 00:13:53,556 --> 00:13:57,215 I'm sorry you came all this way for nothing. 361 00:13:57,353 --> 00:13:59,700 I think... 362 00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:02,427 all this has just really taken it out of her. 363 00:14:02,565 --> 00:14:03,912 Is she really sleeping, 364 00:14:04,050 --> 00:14:06,880 or did she tell you to get rid of me? 365 00:14:07,018 --> 00:14:09,503 She's not telling me much of anything these days. 366 00:14:11,954 --> 00:14:15,682 You know, when we got the diagnosis, 367 00:14:15,820 --> 00:14:18,340 I had hope. 368 00:14:18,478 --> 00:14:21,239 I thought we were gonna fight it together. 369 00:14:21,377 --> 00:14:26,451 But nothing's worked, and she's getting worse. 370 00:14:26,589 --> 00:14:28,350 Every day, it's like I can feel her 371 00:14:28,488 --> 00:14:29,988 slipping farther away from us. 372 00:14:30,041 --> 00:14:32,354 I-I try to keep her active and make sure 373 00:14:32,492 --> 00:14:34,666 she's taking care of herself, but... 374 00:14:34,804 --> 00:14:35,875 the more I push, 375 00:14:36,013 --> 00:14:38,049 - the more she... - Pushes back? 376 00:14:38,187 --> 00:14:39,568 No. 377 00:14:39,706 --> 00:14:41,570 That's the scary part. 378 00:14:41,708 --> 00:14:44,435 She doesn't push back. She just... 379 00:14:44,573 --> 00:14:46,161 disengages. 380 00:14:46,299 --> 00:14:48,922 We just need to get her back in the game. 381 00:14:49,060 --> 00:14:50,303 How? 382 00:14:51,856 --> 00:14:54,514 Do I just keep pushing her 383 00:14:54,515 --> 00:14:56,549 until she's mad enough at me to push back? 384 00:14:56,550 --> 00:14:58,104 No. You're her wife. 385 00:14:58,242 --> 00:14:59,968 You do not want to become the face 386 00:15:00,106 --> 00:15:01,901 of the thing she's fighting. 387 00:15:02,902 --> 00:15:04,627 So... 388 00:15:04,765 --> 00:15:06,457 Well, what am I supposed to do? 389 00:15:06,595 --> 00:15:10,150 Give her another face to hate. 390 00:15:19,263 --> 00:15:22,611 ? Baby, I don't know why I love you? 391 00:15:22,612 --> 00:15:24,267 ? I don't know why I feel this way? 392 00:15:24,268 --> 00:15:25,545 ? Why I love you...? 393 00:15:25,683 --> 00:15:26,787 Work on your drills. 394 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:28,928 - Play it again on Tuesday. - Yeah. 395 00:15:28,929 --> 00:15:30,549 - All right. - Catch you later, brother. 396 00:15:30,550 --> 00:15:32,932 ? I don't know why I feel this way? 397 00:15:33,070 --> 00:15:35,796 ? Why I love you, why I love you...? 398 00:15:38,661 --> 00:15:40,663 ? 24 hours of the day? 399 00:15:40,801 --> 00:15:43,011 ? Why I love you? 400 00:15:43,149 --> 00:15:46,117 ? Baby, my days and nights are lonely? 401 00:15:46,118 --> 00:15:48,705 - ? Why I love you? - ? I need your lovin' every day? 402 00:15:48,706 --> 00:15:51,122 - ? Why I love you...? - ? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah...? 403 00:15:51,260 --> 00:15:54,194 Whoa! - 404 00:15:54,332 --> 00:15:56,196 You hit me with your car. 405 00:16:08,691 --> 00:16:09,891 Car versus pedestrian? 406 00:16:09,934 --> 00:16:11,556 That's the question. 407 00:16:11,694 --> 00:16:13,524 Driver says he fell down on his own. 408 00:16:13,662 --> 00:16:14,922 Yeah, don't they always? 409 00:16:14,939 --> 00:16:16,009 He talking? 410 00:16:16,147 --> 00:16:17,587 More groaning than anything. 411 00:16:17,588 --> 00:16:19,494 We didn't want to move him without you. 412 00:16:19,495 --> 00:16:21,014 Why? 413 00:16:21,152 --> 00:16:24,017 - Why did he run me over? - Dude, 414 00:16:24,155 --> 00:16:27,365 - I didn't hit you! - Someone did. He's in rough shape. 415 00:16:27,503 --> 00:16:29,816 Sir, I'm Eddie. Can you tell me your name? 416 00:16:29,954 --> 00:16:32,577 - Colt. - Can you move your fingers and your toes? 417 00:16:32,578 --> 00:16:34,095 - Yeah. - All right, we're gonna 418 00:16:34,096 --> 00:16:35,200 roll you over so we can take 419 00:16:35,201 --> 00:16:37,065 - a better look at you. - Uh-huh. 420 00:16:37,962 --> 00:16:41,552 One, two, three. 421 00:16:42,967 --> 00:16:45,694 Whoa. You got hit hard. 422 00:16:45,832 --> 00:16:47,558 - Not by me. - Did he break my arm? 423 00:16:47,696 --> 00:16:52,080 Arm, nose, probably ribs. 424 00:16:52,081 --> 00:16:54,322 We're gonna get you to the hospital, okay? 425 00:16:54,323 --> 00:16:56,567 - Uh. Mm-hmm. - Hey, look at that. 426 00:16:56,705 --> 00:16:58,431 His shoes are still on. 427 00:16:58,569 --> 00:17:00,467 Yeah. 428 00:17:00,468 --> 00:17:02,089 And not a crack in this windshield, either. 429 00:17:02,090 --> 00:17:03,643 I don't know if this car 430 00:17:03,781 --> 00:17:06,059 - did all that. - It didn't do any of it. 431 00:17:06,197 --> 00:17:07,647 I did not hit him. 432 00:17:07,648 --> 00:17:10,200 All right, you said he came from that way? - He ran 433 00:17:10,201 --> 00:17:12,611 from over there, and then fell in front of my car. 434 00:17:50,034 --> 00:17:52,071 - Hey. - Thank you so much for coming. 435 00:17:52,072 --> 00:17:53,623 Oh, come on. It's my pleasure. 436 00:17:53,624 --> 00:17:55,107 Are you, uh, cool with me putting stuff here? 437 00:17:55,108 --> 00:17:56,318 - Yeah, absolutely. - Um... 438 00:17:56,420 --> 00:17:57,593 All right. 439 00:17:57,731 --> 00:17:58,836 Hello? 440 00:17:58,974 --> 00:18:00,355 Hey. 441 00:18:00,493 --> 00:18:02,426 Babe, who's this? 442 00:18:03,772 --> 00:18:05,946 Uh, you must be Hen. 443 00:18:06,085 --> 00:18:08,294 Hi. I'm, uh... I'm Adam, a physical therapist 444 00:18:08,432 --> 00:18:10,606 and your new chief motivational officer. 445 00:18:13,471 --> 00:18:15,715 - Hi, Adam. - Hi. 446 00:18:15,853 --> 00:18:19,098 My wife must have forgot to mention you were coming. 447 00:18:19,236 --> 00:18:20,375 Slipped my mind. 448 00:18:20,513 --> 00:18:23,585 Adam comes very highly recommended. 449 00:18:23,723 --> 00:18:24,827 Karen... 450 00:18:24,965 --> 00:18:26,535 - Hmm? - Can we talk about this? 451 00:18:26,588 --> 00:18:28,624 Later. I have to go out 452 00:18:28,625 --> 00:18:30,625 - and run a few errands. - Are you serious? 453 00:18:30,626 --> 00:18:32,973 Mmm. 454 00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:35,286 You two have fun. 455 00:18:35,424 --> 00:18:37,012 - Bye. - Bye. - 456 00:18:37,150 --> 00:18:38,600 What do you say we, uh, 457 00:18:38,738 --> 00:18:40,843 wake up those sleepy joints, huh? 458 00:18:40,981 --> 00:18:42,155 So, how you feeling? 459 00:18:42,293 --> 00:18:43,708 Mm. 460 00:18:43,846 --> 00:18:45,676 Like I got hit by a truck. 461 00:18:45,814 --> 00:18:48,334 Well, we both know that didn't happen. 462 00:18:49,749 --> 00:18:52,441 So you want to tell me what really happened? 463 00:18:53,649 --> 00:18:55,548 It's all fuzzy. 464 00:18:55,686 --> 00:18:57,205 I think I... 465 00:18:57,343 --> 00:18:58,689 I got jumped. 466 00:18:58,827 --> 00:19:00,725 You got jumped? 467 00:19:00,863 --> 00:19:03,176 Yeah. From behind. 468 00:19:03,314 --> 00:19:04,971 It was a big dude. 469 00:19:05,109 --> 00:19:08,181 "Big... dude." 470 00:19:08,319 --> 00:19:10,010 Might even have been two of 'em. 471 00:19:10,149 --> 00:19:11,840 Vicious. 472 00:19:12,910 --> 00:19:15,809 Did your assailant look like this? 473 00:19:31,239 --> 00:19:33,965 How long you been snatching purses? 474 00:19:34,103 --> 00:19:35,277 Shame on you. 475 00:19:35,415 --> 00:19:38,211 - Wait for it. - I've had enough! 476 00:19:43,216 --> 00:19:45,770 - Come here. - She's still going. 477 00:19:45,908 --> 00:19:47,151 Yeah, she is. 478 00:19:47,289 --> 00:19:49,222 You're gonna get your ass beat. 479 00:19:49,360 --> 00:19:53,122 - You... picked... the wrong one. 480 00:19:53,261 --> 00:19:57,506 Do you want to amend your statement about two big dudes? 481 00:19:59,957 --> 00:20:02,028 I'd like to call my lawyer. 482 00:20:07,115 --> 00:20:11,036 They'll keep him here for observation. 483 00:20:11,037 --> 00:20:12,589 Then straight to Men's Central. 484 00:20:12,590 --> 00:20:14,213 You got a mean left hook. 485 00:20:14,351 --> 00:20:17,112 - Am I in trouble? - Self-defense. 486 00:20:17,250 --> 00:20:21,150 But, uh, most folk would have let go of the purse. 487 00:20:21,289 --> 00:20:23,222 What got into you? 488 00:20:23,360 --> 00:20:25,569 I had had a day. 489 00:20:25,707 --> 00:20:26,847 It's dollars and cents. 490 00:20:26,984 --> 00:20:28,951 Cuts, cuts, layoffs, cuts. 491 00:20:29,089 --> 00:20:31,540 And frankly, the granola bars are doing more 492 00:20:31,678 --> 00:20:32,886 around here than you are. 493 00:20:33,024 --> 00:20:34,992 You're a great gal. 494 00:20:35,130 --> 00:20:37,546 But I've been doing a lot of work on me. 495 00:20:37,684 --> 00:20:39,652 We're done. 496 00:20:39,790 --> 00:20:41,274 Thanks for the coffee. 497 00:20:46,245 --> 00:20:48,247 For the love of- 498 00:20:56,358 --> 00:20:57,408 Sometimes, 499 00:20:57,463 --> 00:20:59,327 you just need to fight back. 500 00:20:59,465 --> 00:21:01,950 Fair enough. 501 00:21:02,088 --> 00:21:03,814 All right, and then push out. 502 00:21:04,849 --> 00:21:06,886 One... Breathe, breathe. 503 00:21:07,024 --> 00:21:09,820 Very good, Hen. Clockwise, counterclockwise. 504 00:21:09,958 --> 00:21:11,339 How's that feeling? 505 00:21:11,477 --> 00:21:13,133 Not good, Adam. 506 00:21:13,272 --> 00:21:14,549 There you go. 507 00:21:14,687 --> 00:21:16,896 Look at you, rock star! There you go. 508 00:21:17,034 --> 00:21:19,208 Breathe, breathe. Want you to breathe. 509 00:21:19,347 --> 00:21:21,176 - Two. - Yeah. 510 00:21:21,314 --> 00:21:22,453 Very good. 511 00:21:22,591 --> 00:21:23,765 Okay, one more. 512 00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:26,388 Very good. 513 00:21:26,526 --> 00:21:27,838 Ah, that was awful. 514 00:21:27,839 --> 00:21:29,459 What are you talking about? That was awesome. 515 00:21:29,460 --> 00:21:30,841 Right? Come on. 516 00:21:30,979 --> 00:21:33,569 - Give me one more set. - You said that was the last set. 517 00:21:33,671 --> 00:21:34,871 Oh, I'm sorry, Hen. I lied. 518 00:21:34,983 --> 00:21:37,641 - Screw you, Adam. - Hen, 519 00:21:37,642 --> 00:21:39,400 it's okay if you want to punch me. 520 00:21:39,401 --> 00:21:41,300 I do not want to punch you, Adam. 521 00:21:41,301 --> 00:21:43,577 You sure? I mean, look at my face. Not even a little bit? 522 00:21:43,578 --> 00:21:45,959 Maybe a little bit. 523 00:21:53,242 --> 00:21:54,865 Morning. 524 00:21:56,798 --> 00:21:58,938 You going back to training today? 525 00:21:59,076 --> 00:22:00,974 Yeah. 526 00:22:01,112 --> 00:22:03,667 It's been two days. Feeling pretty good. 527 00:22:03,668 --> 00:22:05,840 - No signs of a concussion. - I thought you were training 528 00:22:05,841 --> 00:22:07,531 to be a firefighter, not a doctor. 529 00:22:07,567 --> 00:22:10,052 I'm okay. No headaches, no nausea, 530 00:22:10,053 --> 00:22:11,846 no sensitivity to light or noise. 531 00:22:11,847 --> 00:22:14,781 You know it's okay to take another day if you need it. 532 00:22:14,919 --> 00:22:17,232 I mean, just to be on the safe side. 533 00:22:17,370 --> 00:22:19,717 Uh, you want me to call your doctor 534 00:22:19,855 --> 00:22:21,236 and ask him to write a note? 535 00:22:21,374 --> 00:22:23,376 A doctor's note from my mommy? 536 00:22:23,514 --> 00:22:25,516 No thanks. I'll pass. 537 00:22:27,207 --> 00:22:30,072 - Love you. - I love you, too. 538 00:22:37,735 --> 00:22:39,392 Miss me? 539 00:22:39,530 --> 00:22:41,601 I did. You're my favorite person to beat. 540 00:22:41,739 --> 00:22:44,673 Look who got cocky while I was gone. 541 00:22:44,811 --> 00:22:46,537 Okay. Three-Phase Drill. Let's go. 542 00:22:46,538 --> 00:22:48,400 Let's start with the aerial ladder. 543 00:22:48,401 --> 00:22:49,816 Grant, you're up. 544 00:23:02,242 --> 00:23:04,037 Grant, you doing okay? 545 00:23:06,212 --> 00:23:08,766 Uh... no, sir. 546 00:23:08,767 --> 00:23:10,491 I'm-I'm feeling a bit dizzy, I guess. 547 00:23:10,492 --> 00:23:12,769 Okay, well, don't push it. Go home and get some rest. 548 00:23:12,770 --> 00:23:14,945 All right? We'll try again tomorrow. 549 00:23:26,957 --> 00:23:29,200 Hi, honey. You hungry? 550 00:23:29,338 --> 00:23:33,204 I think Karen ordered enough food to feed us for a week. 551 00:23:33,342 --> 00:23:34,965 I think you've forgotten 552 00:23:35,103 --> 00:23:36,794 what it's like to feed a teenager. 553 00:23:36,932 --> 00:23:39,797 Ooh, pickles. 554 00:23:39,935 --> 00:23:41,972 Ah. 555 00:23:45,216 --> 00:23:46,735 Here, honey. 556 00:23:46,873 --> 00:23:48,530 Let me help you with that. 557 00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:55,813 I should be able to open a jar. 558 00:23:55,951 --> 00:23:58,298 You did. You loosened it for me. 559 00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:00,300 Ma, don't patronize me. 560 00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:01,923 I'm not. 561 00:24:02,061 --> 00:24:04,512 I think working with Adam is helping, 562 00:24:04,650 --> 00:24:06,962 even if you won't admit it. 563 00:24:13,831 --> 00:24:15,246 Can I hide out here? 564 00:24:15,384 --> 00:24:17,628 If it's your mom, absolutely not. 565 00:24:17,766 --> 00:24:20,148 No, I'm hiding from my shame. 566 00:24:20,286 --> 00:24:21,977 What happened? 567 00:24:21,978 --> 00:24:23,530 I thought you were back in training. 568 00:24:23,531 --> 00:24:26,361 I was, but I froze up. 569 00:24:26,362 --> 00:24:29,156 When it was time to climb the ladder again, I-I panicked. 570 00:24:29,157 --> 00:24:31,746 That's the whole point in training. 571 00:24:31,884 --> 00:24:34,196 You panic there so it doesn't happen 572 00:24:34,334 --> 00:24:36,164 in the field. Here. 573 00:24:37,234 --> 00:24:39,408 So how do you not panic everywhere? 574 00:24:39,547 --> 00:24:42,239 I don't know. You just don't. 575 00:24:42,377 --> 00:24:44,552 That is completely underwhelming advice. 576 00:24:44,690 --> 00:24:47,624 I'm sorry. I didn't know you were coming over. 577 00:24:47,762 --> 00:24:50,661 You get lukewarm pep talks when I'm unprepared. 578 00:24:53,492 --> 00:24:57,496 Look, it's normal to be scared. 579 00:24:58,531 --> 00:25:01,016 What makes it brave is that you show up anyway. 580 00:25:02,017 --> 00:25:03,674 Is it brave, 581 00:25:03,812 --> 00:25:05,469 or is it selfish? 582 00:25:06,505 --> 00:25:07,713 Selfish how? 583 00:25:07,851 --> 00:25:10,336 If something bad happens to me, 584 00:25:10,474 --> 00:25:12,614 what happens to them? 585 00:25:12,752 --> 00:25:14,616 You mean your family. 586 00:25:14,754 --> 00:25:16,273 Your mom. 587 00:25:16,411 --> 00:25:18,862 I-I don't want to be the reason why 588 00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:21,071 she has to plan another funeral. 589 00:25:21,209 --> 00:25:22,659 You can't think like that. 590 00:25:22,797 --> 00:25:25,903 So what do I do if that is all I can think about? 591 00:25:33,497 --> 00:25:35,741 Ah. 592 00:25:35,879 --> 00:25:37,501 - Oh. - Come on in. 593 00:25:37,639 --> 00:25:40,539 Look at you, getting to the door like a champ, huh? 594 00:25:40,677 --> 00:25:43,680 Must be those wrist rolls you gave me. - 595 00:25:43,818 --> 00:25:46,061 I, uh... I can't believe I'm saying this, 596 00:25:46,199 --> 00:25:48,926 but thanks to you, 597 00:25:49,064 --> 00:25:51,032 I'm finally making progress. 598 00:25:51,170 --> 00:25:52,654 That's great, Hen. 599 00:25:52,792 --> 00:25:56,347 But remember, progress is not always in a straight line. 600 00:25:56,485 --> 00:25:58,971 I know. I know. 601 00:26:01,352 --> 00:26:04,286 So where you want to start today? 602 00:26:04,424 --> 00:26:07,945 Some sit-to-stands? 603 00:26:08,083 --> 00:26:10,569 Uh, yeah, uh, doesn't matter. 604 00:26:10,570 --> 00:26:12,880 - Oh. - All right. Well, I'll just follow your lead. 605 00:26:12,881 --> 00:26:15,021 I don't think you should do that, Hen. 606 00:26:15,159 --> 00:26:17,023 Oh. 607 00:26:17,024 --> 00:26:18,748 - Adam, are you all right? - No. No. 608 00:26:18,749 --> 00:26:20,579 I'm supposed to be. No. 609 00:26:20,717 --> 00:26:22,304 Whoa! 610 00:26:22,442 --> 00:26:23,961 Adam! 611 00:26:35,386 --> 00:26:38,286 There. 612 00:26:41,185 --> 00:26:44,913 Here. 613 00:27:16,531 --> 00:27:18,498 - LAFD! - Julie. 614 00:27:18,637 --> 00:27:21,018 - Hen. - Oh. Oh. 615 00:27:21,019 --> 00:27:23,054 This is Adam. He's our personal trainer. 616 00:27:23,055 --> 00:27:24,193 He's been down five minutes. 617 00:27:24,194 --> 00:27:25,920 - No pulse, no resps. - Okay. 618 00:27:25,921 --> 00:27:28,300 Get him on the Lifepak, take his blood sugar, 619 00:27:28,301 --> 00:27:29,855 prepare to intubate. 620 00:27:29,993 --> 00:27:31,857 - What was he doing? - He came in. 621 00:27:31,995 --> 00:27:33,548 He went down. 622 00:27:33,686 --> 00:27:35,723 Makes me think cardiac. 623 00:27:35,916 --> 00:27:38,000 Let's shock him. 624 00:27:38,001 --> 00:27:39,658 Clear. 625 00:27:43,247 --> 00:27:45,733 There it is. 626 00:27:45,734 --> 00:27:47,768 - Brugada syndrome. - Something tells me 627 00:27:47,769 --> 00:27:49,150 he's getting an ICD today. 628 00:27:49,288 --> 00:27:51,911 Let's pack him up. 629 00:27:53,533 --> 00:27:55,225 Need a hand? 630 00:27:56,260 --> 00:27:58,124 Yeah. Thanks. 631 00:28:02,508 --> 00:28:04,993 One, two, three. 632 00:28:06,615 --> 00:28:08,307 It's good to see you, Hen. 633 00:28:09,342 --> 00:28:10,861 We're all pulling for you. 634 00:28:19,594 --> 00:28:20,644 Buck? 635 00:28:20,645 --> 00:28:24,943 What are you doing here? Is everything okay? 636 00:28:24,944 --> 00:28:26,774 It's about Harry. 637 00:28:26,912 --> 00:28:30,398 He came to see me after his first day back. 638 00:28:30,399 --> 00:28:32,882 Actually, he didn't even make it through the whole day. 639 00:28:32,883 --> 00:28:35,506 I knew it. It was too soon for him to go back. 640 00:28:35,644 --> 00:28:37,681 Look, I don't think there's anything 641 00:28:37,682 --> 00:28:39,509 - physically wrong with him. - But you're worried enough 642 00:28:39,510 --> 00:28:41,064 to show up here. 643 00:28:42,099 --> 00:28:45,102 Okay, so, you know that voice you get in your head? 644 00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:47,380 Uh, the one that says, "You suck. 645 00:28:47,518 --> 00:28:48,934 You-you can't do anything." 646 00:28:48,935 --> 00:28:51,038 I-I mean, you probably don't have that voice. 647 00:28:51,039 --> 00:28:54,077 Everyone has that voice, Buck. Even me. 648 00:28:54,215 --> 00:28:56,493 Okay? So, what? 649 00:28:56,631 --> 00:28:58,978 You think Harry's gotten into his own head? 650 00:28:59,116 --> 00:29:01,981 No, I-I think you have. 651 00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:05,778 Not that you did it on purpose. 652 00:29:05,916 --> 00:29:08,539 I think the accident and your response to it 653 00:29:08,677 --> 00:29:11,473 scared him, but not for himself. 654 00:29:11,611 --> 00:29:13,752 Scared him for you. 655 00:29:15,961 --> 00:29:18,964 I don't want to see him give up and regret it later. 656 00:29:26,419 --> 00:29:27,489 His office called. 657 00:29:27,627 --> 00:29:30,113 Looks like he's gonna be okay. 658 00:29:30,251 --> 00:29:31,977 Well, that's great news. 659 00:29:33,081 --> 00:29:37,189 I've been a paramedic for 15 years, Ma, 660 00:29:37,327 --> 00:29:41,469 and I couldn't provide that man with basic life support. 661 00:29:42,504 --> 00:29:44,575 My body just wouldn't let me. 662 00:29:44,576 --> 00:29:47,198 If the actual paramedics hadn't gotten here in time- 663 00:29:47,199 --> 00:29:48,890 But they did. 664 00:29:51,065 --> 00:29:53,688 I started out thinking that 665 00:29:53,826 --> 00:29:58,003 I just wanted to get well enough so I could go back to work. 666 00:29:58,141 --> 00:29:59,970 Just get my life back. 667 00:30:02,076 --> 00:30:04,837 What if that part of my life is over? 668 00:30:04,975 --> 00:30:08,876 You have always been the most impatient child. 669 00:30:09,014 --> 00:30:11,326 Ma, you don't understand. 670 00:30:12,327 --> 00:30:14,536 I want to read you something. 671 00:30:14,674 --> 00:30:15,986 Ma, please. 672 00:30:16,124 --> 00:30:18,851 I'm not in the mood for some woo-woo nonsense 673 00:30:18,852 --> 00:30:21,715 you got from some self-help book you found in the garage. 674 00:30:21,716 --> 00:30:24,546 It's not woo-woo. 675 00:30:24,684 --> 00:30:26,894 It's a first-person account 676 00:30:27,032 --> 00:30:30,863 from someone who's been on a similar journey. 677 00:30:32,347 --> 00:30:33,590 Let's see. 678 00:30:33,728 --> 00:30:37,905 "It's been three months, and I'm still not okay. 679 00:30:38,043 --> 00:30:39,596 "How is that possible? 680 00:30:39,734 --> 00:30:43,358 "Everyone says 'Be patient. 681 00:30:43,496 --> 00:30:47,742 "Don't lose hope.' Eventually, I'll feel like myself again. 682 00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:51,021 But I'm starting to think everyone's been lying to me." 683 00:30:51,159 --> 00:30:52,851 Preach. 684 00:30:55,336 --> 00:30:57,925 "Ma says I'm too impatient. 685 00:30:58,063 --> 00:31:00,513 But she just doesn't understand." 686 00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:03,413 Well... 687 00:31:03,551 --> 00:31:06,002 that certainly hasn't changed. 688 00:31:08,728 --> 00:31:11,662 Are you reading from my diary? 689 00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:13,595 Where'd you even find that? 690 00:31:13,596 --> 00:31:15,596 You know those boxes I've been storing 691 00:31:15,597 --> 00:31:18,221 in your garage for the past ten years? 692 00:31:18,359 --> 00:31:22,087 Decided to start going through them while you were napping. 693 00:31:22,225 --> 00:31:24,572 You've been napping a lot. 694 00:31:28,610 --> 00:31:31,130 "Ms. Dawson told me I didn't have to run, 695 00:31:31,268 --> 00:31:33,961 "but I was tired of sitting on the sidelines, 696 00:31:34,099 --> 00:31:35,894 "so I did it anyway. 697 00:31:36,895 --> 00:31:38,793 "Didn't even make it a minute 698 00:31:38,931 --> 00:31:42,486 "before I doubled over trying to catch my breath. 699 00:31:42,624 --> 00:31:45,834 "Jamie Tyler said it was because I had a hole in my heart 700 00:31:45,973 --> 00:31:47,560 "from when I got shot. 701 00:31:48,768 --> 00:31:51,944 "Because that's who I am now: 702 00:31:52,082 --> 00:31:53,946 girl who got shot." 703 00:31:57,225 --> 00:31:58,640 Jamie Tyler. 704 00:31:58,778 --> 00:32:00,953 I never liked that child. 705 00:32:02,092 --> 00:32:05,130 But the girl who wrote that diary? 706 00:32:05,268 --> 00:32:07,477 She was a pretty cool kid. 707 00:32:07,615 --> 00:32:10,135 A tough one, too. 708 00:32:10,273 --> 00:32:11,895 Thanks. 709 00:32:13,276 --> 00:32:16,244 But I think I had a little bit more resilience at 16 710 00:32:16,382 --> 00:32:17,728 than I have now. 711 00:32:17,866 --> 00:32:20,145 You did not. 712 00:32:20,283 --> 00:32:23,182 Your recovery was painful and hard 713 00:32:23,320 --> 00:32:25,288 and longer than expected. 714 00:32:26,979 --> 00:32:29,326 Some days, you couldn't even get out of bed. 715 00:32:30,810 --> 00:32:34,331 But with enough time, eventually, 716 00:32:34,469 --> 00:32:36,471 you got better. 717 00:32:36,609 --> 00:32:40,199 But it was not an easy road. 718 00:32:42,512 --> 00:32:44,721 I guess I forgot that part. 719 00:32:46,171 --> 00:32:48,242 Most people do. 720 00:32:48,380 --> 00:32:51,072 We focus on the big moments. 721 00:32:51,210 --> 00:32:53,419 The victories. 722 00:32:53,557 --> 00:32:57,285 Not the blood, sweat and tears that got us there. 723 00:32:58,321 --> 00:33:00,564 But I remember. 724 00:33:00,702 --> 00:33:03,809 And I know you're still the same fighter. 725 00:33:04,810 --> 00:33:07,986 And if you don't believe me... 726 00:33:09,435 --> 00:33:11,265 ...believe yourself. 727 00:33:22,862 --> 00:33:25,520 Don't make me take the covers. 728 00:33:28,523 --> 00:33:29,973 What is happening right now? 729 00:33:30,111 --> 00:33:32,389 You're getting dressed and we're going out. 730 00:33:32,527 --> 00:33:34,909 You got 15 minutes. 731 00:33:35,047 --> 00:33:37,498 Don't make me come back in here. 732 00:33:42,756 --> 00:33:48,163 When you said we were going out, I was thinking breakfast. 733 00:33:48,164 --> 00:33:50,718 I got you a smoothie. 734 00:33:50,719 --> 00:33:52,029 I figured you'd want something light 735 00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:53,444 before climbing that ladder. 736 00:33:53,445 --> 00:33:55,342 Look, Mom, I appreciate the pep talk, I really do- 737 00:33:55,343 --> 00:33:56,964 Uh, no, no, no, no. This ain't a pep talk. 738 00:33:56,965 --> 00:33:59,135 You want to run toward danger for a living? 739 00:33:59,140 --> 00:34:00,762 I'm not looking to pep you 740 00:34:00,763 --> 00:34:02,832 - into anything. - Okay. Then what are we doing here? 741 00:34:02,833 --> 00:34:04,870 I want you to quit. 742 00:34:06,147 --> 00:34:09,185 - Excuse me? - I want you to turn around... 743 00:34:10,496 --> 00:34:12,015 ...and stop growing older. 744 00:34:14,673 --> 00:34:16,537 Go back to being that kid 745 00:34:16,538 --> 00:34:18,641 who would run over to hug me after every shift. 746 00:34:18,642 --> 00:34:21,438 That same kid 747 00:34:21,576 --> 00:34:23,986 who used to beg me not to go to work every morning. 748 00:34:24,096 --> 00:34:26,685 Who'd say, "Mommy..." 749 00:34:26,823 --> 00:34:29,136 "I want you to quit." 750 00:34:29,274 --> 00:34:31,414 And I would kiss your head 751 00:34:31,552 --> 00:34:34,210 and leave, feeling terrible. 752 00:34:35,625 --> 00:34:36,833 And when I got to work, 753 00:34:36,834 --> 00:34:38,799 you know what I would do with that feeling? 754 00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:40,561 What? 755 00:34:41,976 --> 00:34:44,220 I would set it aside. 756 00:34:47,050 --> 00:34:50,571 Family fills us, 757 00:34:50,709 --> 00:34:52,538 it drives us, 758 00:34:52,676 --> 00:34:54,920 but fear makes you hesitate, 759 00:34:55,058 --> 00:34:57,129 and hesitation gets you killed. 760 00:35:02,548 --> 00:35:05,103 We don't put on that uniform so that we make it home. 761 00:35:05,241 --> 00:35:07,760 We put it on so that others will. 762 00:35:07,898 --> 00:35:10,798 And if we do that well enough, without fear 763 00:35:10,936 --> 00:35:13,214 or self-doubt... 764 00:35:14,284 --> 00:35:17,839 ...then maybe we get to make it home, too. 765 00:35:21,981 --> 00:35:24,950 I guess I didn't think about how hard this would all be. 766 00:35:25,916 --> 00:35:27,194 For me, 767 00:35:27,332 --> 00:35:29,955 but mostly for you. I... 768 00:35:30,093 --> 00:35:32,923 I'm following in the footsteps of a man whose job- 769 00:35:33,061 --> 00:35:34,691 this job- took him away from you. 770 00:35:34,787 --> 00:35:36,720 That was his path. 771 00:35:37,825 --> 00:35:39,585 Just, I don't want you to worry. 772 00:35:39,723 --> 00:35:43,831 You let me worry about what I worry about. 773 00:35:43,969 --> 00:35:47,731 And if and when you put on that uniform, 774 00:35:47,869 --> 00:35:50,424 you learn to set it aside 775 00:35:50,562 --> 00:35:52,771 the same as I did. 776 00:35:52,909 --> 00:35:55,187 Because you can't carry nobody out of a fire 777 00:35:55,325 --> 00:35:57,396 if I'm already on your back. 778 00:36:15,483 --> 00:36:20,557 ? Let winter break? 779 00:36:23,353 --> 00:36:27,599 ? Let it burn? 780 00:36:27,737 --> 00:36:30,705 ? Till I see you again? 781 00:36:31,810 --> 00:36:35,986 ? I will be here with you? 782 00:36:36,124 --> 00:36:39,611 ? Just like I told you...? 783 00:36:39,749 --> 00:36:40,922 "Dear me... 784 00:36:42,027 --> 00:36:44,098 "I know I haven't written in months. 785 00:36:44,236 --> 00:36:46,342 "Haven't wanted to. 786 00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:49,793 "When I write, I'm reminded of all the pain and misery 787 00:36:49,794 --> 00:36:51,346 "I went through in the last year, 788 00:36:51,347 --> 00:36:54,660 "and who wants to think about that? 789 00:36:54,798 --> 00:36:59,562 "I was about to give up and never think about it again. 790 00:36:59,700 --> 00:37:01,426 "But then I thought, 791 00:37:01,564 --> 00:37:04,463 "if I- aka you- find it again, 792 00:37:04,601 --> 00:37:06,638 "years from now, 793 00:37:06,776 --> 00:37:10,676 are those dark days really the part I'd want to remember?" 794 00:37:12,333 --> 00:37:17,476 ? Only you and I...? 795 00:37:18,477 --> 00:37:22,481 "A terrible thing happened to you, Henrietta Wilson. 796 00:37:23,551 --> 00:37:26,589 "And that could have been the end of your story. 797 00:37:27,590 --> 00:37:29,281 But it wasn't." 798 00:37:29,419 --> 00:37:32,319 ? I know it's all for you? 799 00:37:32,457 --> 00:37:36,081 "It was the start of a new one." 800 00:37:36,219 --> 00:37:37,462 ? And I guess...? 801 00:37:37,463 --> 00:37:38,807 "The world knocked you down 802 00:37:38,808 --> 00:37:40,534 "and tried to keep you there, 803 00:37:40,672 --> 00:37:43,468 but you refused to stay put." 804 00:37:43,606 --> 00:37:45,780 ? You...? 805 00:37:45,918 --> 00:37:48,300 "Even on the days you really wanted to. 806 00:37:48,438 --> 00:37:51,372 ? Only thing I've ever? 807 00:37:51,510 --> 00:37:54,858 ? Truly known? 808 00:37:54,996 --> 00:37:57,275 ? So I hesitate? 809 00:37:59,311 --> 00:38:02,970 ? If I can act the same? 810 00:38:03,108 --> 00:38:04,868 ? For you? 811 00:38:07,595 --> 00:38:09,666 ? And my darling? 812 00:38:09,804 --> 00:38:11,841 ? I'll be rooting for you.? 813 00:38:11,979 --> 00:38:14,499 - You gave it your all. - Yes, sir! 814 00:38:14,500 --> 00:38:15,671 Came here as recruits. 815 00:38:15,672 --> 00:38:17,259 - Yes, sir! - And you're leaving 816 00:38:17,260 --> 00:38:18,951 - as firefighters. - Yes, sir! 817 00:38:19,089 --> 00:38:21,139 And I'm proud of each and every one of you. 818 00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:22,714 Who are you? 819 00:38:22,852 --> 00:38:24,854 - Firefighters! - Who are you? 820 00:38:24,992 --> 00:38:26,042 Firefighters! 821 00:38:26,062 --> 00:38:27,112 Who are you? 822 00:38:27,235 --> 00:38:28,823 - House 118! - Yeah! 823 00:38:28,961 --> 00:38:31,826 - Congratulations. - Yeah! 824 00:38:31,964 --> 00:38:33,014 "So, yes... 825 00:38:34,657 --> 00:38:36,647 ...you'll always be the girl who got shot." 826 00:38:36,762 --> 00:38:38,316 ? I'll be rooting...? 827 00:38:38,454 --> 00:38:42,596 "But you'll always be the girl who lived, 828 00:38:42,734 --> 00:38:45,771 and can do anything she sets her mind to." 829 00:38:45,909 --> 00:38:49,534 ? Rooting for you.? 830 00:38:52,019 --> 00:38:53,952 Please take your seats. 831 00:38:54,090 --> 00:38:56,575 The ceremony will begin shortly. 832 00:38:58,508 --> 00:39:00,407 Keep moving. We need two more. 833 00:39:05,412 --> 00:39:06,654 There she is. 834 00:39:09,243 --> 00:39:11,728 Just couldn't resist upstaging the kids, huh? 835 00:39:11,866 --> 00:39:13,436 Hey, at least we didn't show up 836 00:39:13,437 --> 00:39:14,799 in the middle of the ceremony. 837 00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:16,354 Well, I wanted to make sure 838 00:39:16,492 --> 00:39:19,426 that everyone saw that I was getting better. 839 00:39:19,564 --> 00:39:20,944 We're just glad you're here. 840 00:39:23,015 --> 00:39:25,880 In this job, I give a lot of speeches. 841 00:39:26,018 --> 00:39:28,952 But of all the many speeches I give, 842 00:39:29,090 --> 00:39:32,370 this is by far my favorite. 843 00:39:32,508 --> 00:39:37,858 It doesn't look back with sorrow or wistful cheer... 844 00:39:38,962 --> 00:39:41,068 ...but rather, aspires forward... 845 00:39:42,587 --> 00:39:46,073 ...with boundless hope and abundant pride. 846 00:39:46,211 --> 00:39:48,765 Because it knows what I know: 847 00:39:48,903 --> 00:39:52,735 that you will save lives. 848 00:39:54,322 --> 00:39:56,773 That men and women will walk this Earth 849 00:39:56,911 --> 00:40:00,536 who otherwise wouldn't without you. 850 00:40:00,674 --> 00:40:04,402 That children will be born and deathbeds far delayed 851 00:40:04,540 --> 00:40:06,645 for all your acts of bravery. 852 00:40:07,991 --> 00:40:11,616 And yes, for some... 853 00:40:12,617 --> 00:40:13,859 ...your sacrifice. 854 00:40:17,035 --> 00:40:19,589 You'll reunite families 855 00:40:19,727 --> 00:40:21,211 and return home to your own. 856 00:40:21,349 --> 00:40:23,490 And with each shift, 857 00:40:23,628 --> 00:40:25,837 you will clock in to another family, 858 00:40:25,975 --> 00:40:27,839 one forged in fire, 859 00:40:27,977 --> 00:40:30,980 with bonds far stronger than any you've ever known. 860 00:40:32,464 --> 00:40:36,157 The lives you save, the worlds you make better... 861 00:40:36,295 --> 00:40:38,919 will not just be the people we serve... 862 00:40:39,954 --> 00:40:41,956 ...but also each other's. 863 00:40:43,579 --> 00:40:45,857 Congratulations to you all, 864 00:40:45,995 --> 00:40:47,341 and welcome 865 00:40:47,479 --> 00:40:50,033 to the family of the Los Angeles Fire Department. 866 00:41:09,605 --> 00:41:11,227 Yeah! 867 00:41:29,003 --> 00:41:30,177 Hey, this is, like, 868 00:41:30,178 --> 00:41:32,350 the welcome party to the rest of your life. 869 00:41:32,351 --> 00:41:33,628 Can you maybe get off your phone? 870 00:41:33,629 --> 00:41:36,039 Sorry, I was checking the station assignments. 871 00:41:36,040 --> 00:41:38,736 They said that they'd post them after the ceremony. 872 00:41:38,737 --> 00:41:42,672 Well, we may have gotten an advance look at that list. 873 00:41:50,488 --> 00:41:54,476 - Are you serious? - All that work we put into 874 00:41:54,477 --> 00:41:55,754 help raise you? 875 00:41:55,755 --> 00:41:57,306 You didn't think we were gonna let that go 876 00:41:57,307 --> 00:41:58,929 to some other firehouse, did you? - 877 00:41:58,930 --> 00:42:00,863 You're stuck with us now, kid. 878 00:42:01,001 --> 00:42:03,244 Welcome to the 118, probie. 879 00:42:04,176 --> 00:42:05,281 Come on. 880 00:42:05,419 --> 00:42:06,731 Congratulations. 881 00:42:06,732 --> 00:42:07,903 Thank you. 882 00:42:07,904 --> 00:42:09,112 - Come on in. - Come on... 883 00:42:09,250 --> 00:42:10,976 All right, come on in, guys. 884 00:42:10,977 --> 00:42:12,563 - May, you, too. Come on. - Yeah. 885 00:42:12,564 --> 00:42:14,358 - Aww. Thanks, guys. - Bring it in. Bring it in. 886 00:42:14,359 --> 00:42:16,395 Congratulations, Harry. - Thank you. 887 00:42:16,534 --> 00:42:17,776 All right. "118" on three. 888 00:42:17,914 --> 00:42:19,675 - One, two, three. - 118! 889 00:42:19,725 --> 00:42:24,275 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0